To Reconsider Love More Thoroughly

Those past discouragements and unheeded advices made everything harder for me, to reconsider love more thoroughly... Did I ever find that true somebody, who would have believed so blindly in my unquestionable sentimentality, and not in my loyal feelings living inside; have I been so selfcentered or put on a face of insincerity? I eagerly searched for that perfect woman with the urge of an irrational man; unfortunately,I misjudged those wanting me for their pleasure alone! Oh,I could have been so venturesome and silly, and enjoyed the intimacy so intensely desired by me! Unexpectedly,I'm forced again to reconsider love more thoroughly...