To Our Forever Tomorrow's

I woke up late last night In an ocean of my tears Sailing in a precarious ship Build of my sadness and fears The waves so unforgiving The wind as cold as death I can’t keep steady on my feet I cannot catch my breathe As the moments pass slowly Seconds felt like years I traveled inside my tangled mind In search for the reason of these tears I looked inside and saw my thoughts I saw what was weighting on my mind I saw a picture of you and me In a different place and time The happiness that shown in our eyes The love that over flowed our souls I heard the laughter of our children I saw our whole future story unfold It was you and me hand in hand Tiny footsteps echoing off the ground Your other hand gently rested on my belly You were feeling her moving all around We were together in our own home Filled with nothing but love and laughter I dreamt of our future life together I have seen what is our “Ever after” Yes the ocean I cried was unstable It was also dark and very unkind But only for the reason I tell you In my bed~You I could not find I was dreaming of our life together All the memories that will be made Yet next to me, an empty place for you Alone in the bed I laid I know soon we will be together The rest of our lives we have to live But the heartbreak I feel when your not here To touch you once more, my life I would give I know I will keep crying these tears Both tears of joy and painful sorrow Sorrow for the hurt I feel this moment Joy for all the rest of our perfect tomorrows! To my loving husband when he was sent away for 2 yrs Melessa McGarrigle