To My Son Here Is the Truth

Waiting with myself to an end Longing for some passion to begin This time I'm careful on what I pray The last one nearly killed me one day So I came back home to be with my flesh Until they cursed my name daily to death All awhile I'm still expecting on which your arrival date keeps me guessing So angry that its me you get If I can teach you a few things don't model your life after my blue print If the days push us farther apart Regardless of what they say I loved you deeply in my heart