To Love Not

To Love Not Hateful thoughts fulfilled Breathing with the sea Watching lovers loving Wishing it was me What has become This person So proud So kind Loving to love Doing things right Rising above Now just hateful thoughts fulfilled Breathing with the sea It's these Stalking red shadows Piercing black holes Feeling this war taking my soul Wanting to die But willing to live Provoking my enemy To laugh is to give Wanting this wave Wanting it over Give me "The End" Death be my lover The more powerful this wave The more it intimidates my drive Like fire burning fire "Fire" out loud I cry I will always be alive So fierce Such force All cracked up Below the pendulum Of my splintered spine Now just hateful thoughts fulfilled Breathing with the sea These stalking red shadows And pierce these black holes Hatred for lovers And hate builds my soul I just want to die I don't want to live Provoking my enemy To laugh is to give Death come besiege me Please set my soul free It's death now inside me Soon gone I will be So stare and stare And stare at them all It's me that I hate So it's me that must Fall..