To Him

Love, it's a funny, fickle thing
But is this love or lust I feel?
I know they're not the same
And still they feel very real.

Lust is when you think you love
Maybe called infatuation
But love makes your heart ache
How did I get in this situation?

We've known each other for a long time
But not that long in fact
Seems like years to me
How am I to act?

I think I love you 
But some days, I don't know
You say you love me back
But tell me, is it so?

If you don't love me
Please don't say you do
I don't want to hear a lie
Tell me only when it's true!

You've told me things about yourself
Some things I don't wish to know
But when you tell me nothing
I regret "Don't tell me, no!"

I told you everything
Every secret that I had
But again you say nothing
Do you wish to make me sad?

When you say nothing
Your trust I feel I have not
When I tell you everything
My trust you've surely got

You feel further away 
Than the distance that parts me from you
Without your help to close that distance
Tell me what can I do?

We don't talk like we used to 
Once or twice a week has become the norm
Accustomed to everyday
Has our friendship taken on a new form?

I want to think I love you
But can I believe my mind?
My hearts feels like it's breaking
To me, love has been unkind.

Where have these feelings come from?
How did they work into my heart?
Do I truly love you?
Or is it time we part?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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Heck Avatar
November 30, 2008 at 6:57 AM
Tiffany - Congratulations on your poem making Round One of the PSoup poetry contest! Wishing you all the best in the finals and have a Happy Holiday season. Peace always, John
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November 12, 2008 at 4:26 AM
Congratulations on your poetry making it through the first round. Good luck in the finals. Love, Carol
Winter Avatar
November 11, 2008 at 8:32 AM
Congrats on making it through to the first round! Good luck in the finals! Love, Shar
Jordan Avatar
November 4, 2008 at 11:33 PM
Tiffany - Congrats on your poetry making it through to the next round – Great Job & God Bless
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October 4, 2008 at 6:12 AM
Congratulations of being featured this week. This is a very interesting poem. I like you use of the rhetorical questioning technique. Great job! ~Joseph
Brown Avatar
October 4, 2008 at 5:42 AM
Congratulations on your excellent poetry being featured this week. Love, Carol
Taylor Avatar
September 29, 2008 at 10:25 PM
I like this...very heartfelt!
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September 24, 2008 at 6:28 PM
A very beautiful poem....sometimes we keep the ones we love most at a distance, because we are afraid to lose them if we pull them closer...a sort of unspoken fear. Pain has a way...but love that is true is so deep that nothing will remove its hold. Love, Sara
Mason Avatar
September 24, 2008 at 11:04 AM
In this instant gratification society we live in, something has been lost ... TIME ... it takes time to build a relationship and often when we "tell all" too soon it takes away the mystery. Doesn't mean we're keeping secrets its just the longer the grape is on the vine, the better the vino. Smile ... sorry I got so wordy here. Its a great write and congratulations on the feature!!
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September 24, 2008 at 5:41 AM
Congratulations Tiffany for the featuring of your poem "To Him." Vince
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September 22, 2008 at 12:16 PM
Interesting reflection on love. Congratulations on having your poem featured. Keep on writing! Karen
Winter Avatar
September 22, 2008 at 7:33 AM
Congratulations Tiffany on your wonderful poem being featured once again. Affairs of the heart are sometimes so complicated. Love, Shar
Jordan Avatar
September 22, 2008 at 7:13 AM
Tiffany this is perhaps the hardest question of all time - when you love someone you are willing to sacrifice your happiness for theirs and if they love you back they won't allow it - although sex is a part of love it truly has nothing to do with the equation for you can enjoy sex with just about anyone - I hope that you're able to find someone to love in your life as I have found my wife - Congrats on the feature and God Bless
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