To Have Given It My All

To have given you my all To have given you my everything To feel the happiness To feel the pain Sitting here wondering if it'll ever be the same Sitting here wondering where the happiness went Sitting here wondering why Sitting here wondering if we shall say goodbye To have given you my all for not much more than a single word in the end To have given you my everything just to know that our love was all pretend To have experienced what I felt was happiness To have the knife slowly jaggered through my soul Sitting here wondering if I should give it one last try Sitting here wondering blinking my eyes instead of a hard shedded cry Sitting here wondering what true happiness feels like Sitting here wondering how you truly feel under all those harsh words To have given you my all To have given you my everything To feel the happiness slip away like sand glistening through my fingers To feel the pain that I have inflicted on myself the day I gave you the key to my heart To have taught myself the lesson of having a brand new heart