To Be Torn By a Player

To be torn by a player is a feeling I haven't felt before. In all their sexiness I have never experienced one who could hurt me emotionally. To be torned by a player is something that i've heard about. Guys pretend they like you and then date your best friend on the side. To be torn by a player and I don't only mean emotionally, good sex in bed with a player I have never seen? But I heard they know how to throw it down because to them it's there job to please themselves and you. But after the lust what is it? A torn relationship where he's always cheating? Or is it like dating a basketball player and all girls want to hop up in it? Or could he possibly be a faithful boyfriend? Tell me what it's like to be torn by a player? Do I really want to know? Why am I even curious about this? Is it just that i'm so good that opposites attract. Because right about now I want to throw down with a player of my own even though I know I would get torn. Some how I think I need it... my spirit has been broken by everything but a relationship. A player to play with and a player to chill with. I think a want a player to be ripped into shreds and sealed with a kiss.