Time To Heal

Time to heal By Lady Arabella They say with time the pain becomes less In a world full of chaos , hurt and lies it became such a mess Sometimes you don’t want to give up and walk away But sometimes forgiveness can’t happen when things don’t change and you always stay They say sometimes you don’t realise what you had until is gone Sometimes you know in your heart you can’t take anymore and it’s just done It doesn't mean you wish them bad or Ill But sometimes recognising they are not the person you thought is a bitter pill They say time heals wounds which have been caused That time gives you opportunities to take a step back and pause That with time the perception of pain can be altered That time gives you Awhile with self, and permission to be faltered , Sometimes the brain knows what the heart does not wish to admit It’s a question of How much more can you and will you permit And the answer to that question is no more Because I deserve someone who respects me and means what they say that’s for sure There’s something about disrespect you just can’t move past No matter how much you may have wanted things to last Sometimes what we feel isn’t what we deserve It all comes down to understanding your worth And for me I know I’m a queen who deserves a king Not someone who lies , continues to hurt and is a vehicle to everything Someone who will let anyone get in and take a ride Someone who doesn’t believe in themselves Or has self pride Someone who thinks it’s okay to treat you any less Someone who will never recognise what you offer is the best So right now I need time to heal the hurt they have caused As When I think of the person I once loved, I shudder , tremble, and know now those feelings must be paused. I was never going to accept or allow anything less But if they are willing to then it will be on their time not mine and I wish them nothing but the best.