Throw These Dices

When will it be my turn? 
When will I cast these dice,
to get what I want,
and not lose.

Lose my mind
Lose my life,
Lose my friends,
Lost I've Found.

Oh I wish I could,
do what I want to.
Oh I wish I could,
be what I want to.

I try so hard,
yet get nowhere.
I try my best,
I fall down.

I fall down,
and I don't want to get up.
Something moves me,
to get back up.

Oh I want someone.
Someone to hold.
To be with,
and to live with.

But I know I can't.
I do my best not to.
But when the time comes,
I will throw these dice.

Hopefully I will win.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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