Throw Away the Blades

I have cut….. and I am trying to overcome self harm. But if it makes you feel better why stop?
 Well yea it makes you feel better for like five minutes but is it really worth it? 
What do you do after the pain is gone? 
When I first cut myself i was dealing with a break up and I thought I will just cut this once it
 wont happen again. I was wrong it slowly spreads taking over your skin, brain then your life.
 People find out…. and rumors spread. People try to stop you but you say they
 don’t understand and push them away but you promise them you will stop anyway but you do
 it again. You’re addicted to the pain and anyone who will try to stop you will be ignored.
 You don’t know that you’re doing this but your'e making it easy to let go of this world by
 blocking people from your life. It’s a scary road that I wish I didn’t go down you can’t escape 
or run back to being happy you have to continue down that same road but stronger than ever. 
In the end you’re left with these scars... a story  is told with every cut and word you cut into
 your skin. No not everyone will understand but just promise me and mean it that tonight or
 ever you won’t cut.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2014



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Date: 1/28/2014 10:05:00 PM
As a former self harmer I can definitely understand this poem. <3 Lovely.
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Angela Paulsen
Date: 2/2/2014 7:57:00 AM
Thank You
Date: 1/23/2014 8:58:00 PM
no, need to cut. love the insane poem....wow, Angela, Your first poem on the soup is excellent for the readers!! Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. Wishing you the best when it comes to your poems. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here. Starting with me. SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you like. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND". Hugs* SKAT
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Angela Paulsen
Date: 1/23/2014 9:11:00 PM
thank you
Date: 1/23/2014 3:31:00 PM
Oh Yes, Angela, I agree throw away them blades... A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. You will enjoy the community, we are one big happy family. (Drama & Love. LOL) ~ Take Care!! From: your new poet friend @-> LINDA <-@
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Angela Paulsen
Date: 1/23/2014 3:52:00 PM
Thank You so much!!!!!
Date: 1/23/2014 11:40:00 AM
- Warm welcome to PoetrySoup,Angela - I choose your first deep / moving poem and hope you will write many more in the future - Hope you will be satisfied with our "soup family" - we are many .. but has plenty of room for you too- PoetrySoup Rule1: Be kind and keep PoetrySoup a haven. PoetrySoup is a drama free zone(Comment on the poetry of others and they will comment on yours.) Thank you posted your words and thoughts here, I want to come back to read more another day. - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
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Angela Paulsen
Date: 1/23/2014 12:06:00 PM
thanks for commenting
Date: 1/23/2014 10:31:00 AM
a very sad story...--nobody deserves to suffer from this pain--...you made a great poem bout it..!!! kudos.. *__8
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Angela Paulsen
Date: 1/23/2014 12:05:00 PM
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