Thousand Miles

Last two weeks ive been out of my mind ****ed up issues taking up my time Can’t be there for all that’s mine Neglect what’s right has been my crime Feel like I’m a thousand miles Babe says I lost my sense of humour I just hide behind my armour Can’t bring a smile just more miles Distant shadow is all I am Far to proud to accept help Far to dumb to ask for it the same You might not know my life story Of south London’s ****ed up glory Its not much I can tell you now Mistake after mistake I tell you now (To my family stay together, be everything you want to be, and to the rest oh well!) Maybe I am hard to reach I’m nothing less than screwed Can’t think of much now But all else has failed so ill just sit back and ponder This cruel world is where I wonder Another night of distant thunder See I can do rhyme Not just pain all of the time I don’t need anyone to make me feel good Just need someone to make me smile So my friends my song now ends With me snapping in half my pen No more rhymes will I give you Just to pass the lonely time I can not do this anymore Or look into the sky so blue Are you reaching out for me? I`m not reaching out for you