Thoughts

These thoughts running through my head, I lay awake silent, in my bed. I turned on my favorite song, Wishing that you wasn't gone. Holding on to my teddy real tight, Wondering how I'm going to make it threw the night. A single tear ran down my cheek, I hate myself for being so weak. I try to be strong, but the pain urges on. My heart feels heavy as led, I sit here wishing I was dead. How long must I stay awake? When the morning light is about to break? These thoughts running threw my head. I lay awake silent in my bed.