Though Dead But Alive

Here it comes For i to feel. Though it matters But i seem to count it less. Here it comes again Just as a reminder, For me to weigh its departure. Same i did to push away. I thought it would leave with time But here it comes again. Never knew it was for a cause. That i may keep reverencing its departed presence. Though she means a lot, More than you could think of. Six-feets below she lies. Her presence i strongly feel, Just as it were you reading me. Here it comes again Not to disturb me. She loves to make me happy and focused That i might not derail. Here it comes again Coz, she loves to see me again. To nurture and care Just as she did do then. A place in my heart You definitely would find her. For she lives as though Dead she is. I love to meet with her again Not so quick in a bargain For life's purpose i sustain To obtain before i seize to reign Do i pray to attain.