This Moment of Feelings

My heart crys but tears cant not come from my eyes i sink an the whole is deep my fall seems forever no one to ketch me no one to brake the chains of pain a bluff i thought i found my king the one instead he turned on me only to leave my heart still hurting from the past an the present seems jus like the last keeping my self from drowning in darkness i sink like a boat with whole as water weighs me down to the bottom of a dark sea my life seems disappointing the only blessings ive recieved r those i concieved an birthed then jesus put the holy ghost in me so i can be free an yet i still fall short in life but i have to believe that jesus has somthing for me in spite of this hellish depressing life