This Is Now

this is now and ***** was then simply because you're better than other men not an apology for i am what i am take me as is or don't stand a chance i like you for who you are not because i think you're hot im falling for what's inside not because im on the spot i'm grown now so the world's different to me until i met you my eyes were closed, i couldn't see our relations are good but relationship is what i feel i refuse to pretend so what i feel is for real together always is what i've been told before did nothing but close my mind and made my heart so cold i learned life has new beginnings so i opened up and let you in and im living so this is now and that was then