This Doubt Disease

10.3.19 This doubt disease This doubt disease Oh, it tingles all your extremities Pulsating through the very existence of you In control of your every move dragging you with such ease. The raging blood flows when you feel deceived Its calling from inside if you with delirious desire it screams in your dreams it takes you out of your body beyond the voice of reason past the sun, moon & stars beyond the scope of time… every single season your doubt claims you. You are mine. It slows your stride. Snatching your happiness from within. But the warm feeling of being comforted by thoughts and feelings so familiar you stay… saying Me and this doubt disease we’ve got history. We have rapport. We got a routine. Our PH is aligned But you. Dope of reality you’re a drug to divide. Leave us alone. Let us be the truth you’re trying to force is going to kill me. This doubt disease that you’re trying to eradicate is part of my DNA So, get away from me with this reality poison I only allowed to see things this way. The way doubt has shown me He advised me of your plot, your plan. You’re trying to make a fool of me. Embarrass & mock me But your lies wont work in this life span. This doubt disease Its calling from inside of you with delirious desire Flame ignited. Setting your soul on fire Engulfing your body with flames Confusion calls you by your name You attempt to focus to snap out of the trance you reach out to the heavens in prayer seeking Yahweh’s help but doubt says there’s none there The momentum of your raging blood flows through your veins escaping its containment with no place to go & silly you, thought you had it under control False accuser. Speaking unjust Lustful thinker with a spirit of distrust. Reputation ruin-er. Attacker of integrity You hypocrite how dare you judge me You question truth, faith, love and family Doubt disease consumes his host. He has the victory.