There Are No Tears.

There are no tears, Cause I held them back, There is no fear, Cause all my fears came true I believe there’s hope I have to believe there’s hope Cause losing faith in the future and What can be when the bird spreads its wings What can I do if she doesn’t have any faith in me? What can I do, if everything feels like it doesn’t matter? I’m trying but it might be not enough I have being called a traitor The person I love called me a traitor and I am not I am not, that thing that I fear. I don’t wanna die alone I don’t wanna die like this, cause she doesn’t believe in me. She set a sentence, Cause in a dream she saw how I will be just a shell of myself. But now I’m just a shell of myself. Just a little part of happiness filters throu the curtains of my disdain and all goes away. There’s no beam of happiness, There’s no sunshine of love, There’s no love for me, She doesn’t love me anymore. She who I love doesn’t trust me anymore And I in a corner I lie alone This corner of my own creation is not just imagination. Here I lie and I just desire the best for you, the best for all the good people I’ve met and who’s lives I’ve made a miserable mess, I deliver my apologies to all those who believe I hate them or I have being a bad person to. ~Anna