There Are Days

There are days that I just don’t know how I feel. My head is having a war in it. My heart is saying what the Lord is telling me. He says, “stay where I tell you for now, you are not ready yet”. Tears can run down my face just like rain. Even though He loves to see my beautiful smile. Please don’t be upset when you see me having a short moment of tears. Just know that God is helping me to wash my heart, so that He can heal me today. I am here to learn that I don’t need to run from my feelings. There are tools to help me survive this journey and stay sober in the process. All I need to do is seek God on a day to day basis. He is deep down in each one of us. Kimberly Hunter-McNiel 8-30-06