Nichole Parker Poet I do not know?

The Worst Type of Tears:

I hate crying. 

Not the puffy faced, sniffling, headache giving kind. That ones bad, but this ones worse. 

This is the kind of crying where you can't breathe and you feel sick. Your just sitting there thinking and all of a sudden you feel terrible. Then you notice your shirt is soaked from silent tears streaming down your face. 

You feel a whole new level of sadness. A little anger, a little bit of grief, despair, stupidity, and yet some happiness. But you feel awful and you can't stop. Then you get dehydrated yet as soon as you force yourself to drink some water your back to drowning in tears and choking on held in screams. 

And that is the worst type of crying. (10/3/13)

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Bhavna Khemlani June 27, 2015 at 11:24 PM Hello Nichole, Congratulations. Yup, it is the worst type of crying. However, letting go of unwanted and the negativity. Liberation to new things. Nice poem. Regards, Bhavna

Skat A June 27, 2015 at 1:57 AM Nichole, Congratulations on having your poem featured this past week. SKAT love

Poet Destroyer A March 27, 2015 at 11:13 PM Nichole, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry when you are ready :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy 2015, with New Poet Friends @-> LINDA <-@ Nichole Parker June 1, 2015 at 9:54 AM Aw, Thank you! I'm sorry I just got to replying here, but yeah thanks. :) I'm glad you liked my writing and thanks for the warm welcome. I'll look at your work soon (I am a student though, so when may very well be in two weeks after exams) ~*~ Nichole ~*~

Skat A March 26, 2015 at 1:17 PM NICHOLE, Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will get much delight in reading and in time become familiar with your verse. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT" Nichole Parker June 1, 2015 at 10:01 AM Gosh I love how friendly people are on here. You seem like a super nice person, I can't wait to read some of your poems. I suppose a little about me does seem in order, just to prove I'm not a creepy weirdo with internet connection. I fear I'm not super interesting though, so there isn't much to tell. ANYWAYS, I look forward to hopefully talking to you more, "FRIEND" *hugs back* :) ~*~ Nichole ~*~