The Urge

How much longer will I fight this need? the more I resist it, the more I bleed... Bound in torture, my resolve growing weak this twisted desire, it makes me a freak... How can I live in your world that is real I no longer remember just how I should feel... The anger, the pain, it simmers inside my flaws and my fears I can no longer hide... Love and hate, two halves of one whole this Lorelei creature takes a dreadful toll... I long to drift, to let myself go to drown in chaos, it’s all that I know...