The Ultimate Confusion

The ultimate confusion I have again
Not knowing what I want
Such a crime
Such a sin of not knowing who I am

To hurt you the way I did
The cruelty in that way
The unhappiness I still feel
The pain I caused you it hurts me more

It huts me more to know,
That I can't tell you how I feel
With the knowledge of telling you
Will only hurt you more

The break up
The lie
To sit there and tell you
It was just a joke

To tell you now,
I love you more
The pain to see you

The only way to spare you
Is to avoid you
For now on
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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