The Status Quo

I got this feeling, I can't seem to shake. Hope I didn't scare you, My mistake. I keep believing, to once Again, see your face. I know everyone thinks I'm just a nut case. This is real to me, It still feels new. I can't seem to get Over, missing you. Sometimes I wonder why You don't call. Then reality seeps in And I remember it all. With you gone the world Such an ugly place. Betrayal, lies the games, A slap in the face. No more sun, my world A constant rain. Ticket in hand, A seat On the crazy train. You never gave me The chance to blink. The look in your eyes As you watched me sink. I can't believe our love Slipped from my hand. I cannot comprehend What I don't understand. I'm a lost cause, I want to escape. Darkness surrounds me In its invisible cape. I'm spiraling down, In a nose dive. No way out, I'm buried alive. It is more than a tragedy, Well, I think so. A love gone south, The old status quo. Turbo1904?