The Snakes in a field of Green

I inhale deeply, take the first step with desire in my soul to grow to be the seed replanted in the soil to receive Vitamin D from Father Sun I wanna be free, but I know I cannot fear living just because I breathe out my nostrils and out my mouth. I still hunger and desire for more for myself when I do not feel alive if I run far enough to the hills break the chains that held a tight grip on me will I still be free? That is something I am still learning to understand.