The Pain

feeling the pain in my heart feeling you leaveing me feeeling my whole world riped to knowing looking at you and looking at are kids how do you leave with no one not even your kids how do i rise my little ones to be strong feeling it was my fult trying and trying again but how can i trry when i am not a man i beleaved your words i beleaved your dreams why why is this happing to me you said you loved me you said you needed me then why are you leaving me you said you want a man then why oh why in gods name did you marry me you hurt me you hurt are kids you shatterd my soul how do we live knowing you will always be gone