The One I Killed

I'm sorry that your love just couldn't meet The expectations I laid at your feet; I'm sorry that you climbed that hill so high. I'm sorry that our love just had to die. I'm sorry for the way I led you on When I should have known I would be gone, For all the love I wished to give to you Could not be yours; no, we would never do. I loved you from the start, but down you fell, And though I would have followed you to hell, I could only watch you trudge and drone. Some walks, they say, you have to take alone. I wished with all my might, the day I found That you were just a body in the ground. You didn't even care to say goodbye, But left me here to mourn, so you could die. I struggled once, like you, for deep within I carry secret memories of sin. You opened up the doors I thought were closed, Only to leave them when you were deposed. I'm not sorry for the choice I made, Though truthfully I wish you would have stayed. I'm sorry that the person I once thrilled Eventually became the one I killed.