The Note

i sit here praying for the shade begging for the sun to give way to rain i want it dark so i can waste away cause i don't know how to fight to this faint beat a lonely sound my tapping feet I'd like to drown don't grab my hand as i go down i swear i think it's right it's what i want but i want you to know it's not your fault that i have to go i know I'm loved and i know it's wrong but I've just grown so tired I've not lost faith I've just found death and I've found that life is a waste of breath know i loved you until the end i just can't make it another night