The Love We Had Seemed So Far Away

i look to stars and wishes flew through space never to be heard again fun to friends hearts do meld and break facing until time ends this loop that plays and beats that syncopate become but a gem pleasure a chest opened in surprise feeling no need to defend galaxies away lonely planets please keep me in mind distance could grow something fond or lost between the lines gps my love you can see its still where I left it behind thoughts fade away with life love lives forever in my rhyme Im sorry, I wanted more,with all this space between disconnected and I still look to that day we talked on the phone, our separate homes the love we had seemed so far away without air i couldnt breathe squeezed until I'm passing by no water flow my skin would dry and I return to the sky sunny days would blacken out, attracting need for desperate lies to make up for the beauty lost from death slowly closing my eyes that fire once sparking motion snuffed in huffs slipping away drifting I sway shaky grounds where once I sat easily and stay upon my feet I still float drowning out all thoughts that stray Tho these ends can come swift its worse to miss and hear you say Im sorry, I wanted more,with all this space between disconnected and I still look to that day we talked on the phone, our separate homes the love we had seemed so far away down the road,flying free, I ride the wave and hope for your return through several seas and cloudy peaks, storms of sand, I will not turn helpless to fate and future events, nothing prevents something to learn sights may not sore, nothing much looking more, isn't my concern I hope the best and happyness is true to bless you, not just in dreams we can meet when we sleep discussing life while sleeping seems thanks for trying Im not exactly dying, banes of sentient beings real enough moving on is rough, i'll love you forever, writting my means