The Lost Shadow

The lost shadow He began to fight When I started to blame On phone every night For not being the same ! It kept me silent Long time ago As he turned to be violent Cruel with self ego ! He doesn't want me to complain The moment I got hurt Just to hold my pain Without giving any alert ! He wants me to draw Smile on sad face And my steps to follow His in any place ! Never share a dream Or even a nightmare And firmly hide my scream Even if it is hard to bear ! I will carry my burden Without asking him to share I will close my heart's curtain On my secrets affair ! May be I loved him more Than he already did As neither his eyes nor Actions like what was said ! Faten makram