The Last Kiss

Im so far from who i thought i would be Life seems to have got the best of me Hopes have vanished once inspired by childhood dreams. All my expectations are not what they seem The pit that has swallowed me now has all control My spirit quit fighting for my battered soul My smile and my feelings all seem phoney to me.  I may walk freely among you but inside im not free. Im just an intruder in this world without a home that is mine A castaway from a society that turns a blind eye. I could run far away and never be missed But i keep hanging on dreaming of one last kiss.