The Last Death I Needed

Waking up kidneys hurt, Trying to compress them with muscle, Fluctuate blood but I'm not sure, The blood rushes to my head, I didn't drink last night, Am I dead? A rainbow of colors fill my eyes I hear wavelengths, Am I about to die, I remember I had too much sugar, Woke up gasping for air, Water out my nose, Booger. It was death that had me scared, But I died so many times I can't really care.