The Inner Struggle

Overwhelming feelings
Suffocating thoughts 
Everything I am....
Everything I'm not....
Heart beats fast..
Anticipation flows.
Where this road leads, only God knows. 
Part of me is broken, feeling torn and lost. 
But the Lord has spoken, filling all my thoughts. 
I hear a feeble whisper through my crippled dreams. 
Hope begins to warm my face, though I'm tearing at the seams...
The seams that hold in salty tears and hurtful thoughts throughout the years,
The seams that hold in self-rejection, loss of hope and introspection.
Flow from me my hateful thoughts, rest at Jesus' feet.
May He cleanse this buried pain, this hurt, and self-defeat.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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February 16, 2015 at 12:22 AM
Lacey, CONGRATS on your win ~ SKAT ~
Strock Avatar
February 16, 2015 at 9:45 PM
Thank you!
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February 13, 2015 at 11:22 PM
Happy Valentine's Lacey, Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will get much delight in reading and in time become familiar with your verse. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
Strock Avatar
February 16, 2015 at 9:47 PM
Thank you my friend! :)
A   Avatar
February 13, 2015 at 10:03 PM
Lacey , A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun in this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets, who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry:) As I hope one day you will follow and give me a few poetry pointers. We're Lucky To Have you. Enjoy Valentines day, with your New Poet Friend! Happy Valentine's @-> LINDA <-@
Strock Avatar
February 16, 2015 at 9:47 PM
Thank you! :)
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February 12, 2015 at 4:29 AM
Welcome to PS Lacey, and congrats.
Strock Avatar
February 16, 2015 at 9:45 PM
Thank you, awesome contest, Rob!
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February 12, 2015 at 4:21 AM
Lovely n deep thoughts Lacey well crafted into sweet words,,Congrats on big win! Ah u r new to soup can read down dere in Anne's comments! Warm welcome dear!
Strock Avatar
February 16, 2015 at 9:46 PM
Thank you so much!
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February 9, 2015 at 1:36 PM
- A warm welcome to the P Soup, Lacey - A great and deep poem, nice to share words and thoughts here - Looking forward to more poems from you in the future :) - // Anne-Lise :)
Strock Avatar
February 16, 2015 at 9:47 PM
Thank you, Anne-Lise :)
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