The Inner Me

Man thought tears showed his weakneess. Dad said don't cry. So I hid my feels deep in side until they festered and turned dry. What we thought disappeared became subconscious fragments floating around our inner mind. Seek therapy the voice inside said. Seek inner peace though stillness said the other voice. Now I'm split. Between murmurs floating though my brain like nanos bites of soild lines and rainbow colors. So I decided to wait and not become craze from all that's known and all that's still trying to submerged. Just wait.