The Harsh Reality

Nobody paid attention when the situation caused tension disrespectfully dismissive saying it was my invention label me as needing lies to feed hunger for attention turning all eyes blind spreading theories and misdirection Leaving me alone and subject to the suffocation laugh at me though I show a clear and open frustration never letting go of the idea it's my creation as slowly distance grows leaving me in isolation In reality my jobs lost but is shown no recognition bullied out unfairly forced to sign my resignation seeded in all minds remains the idea exaggeration unemployed I'm acting up displaying aggravation I needed help but when I shared I was shown nobody cared they even had the nerve to dare and spread their idea everywhere Treating me like I'm a fool claim I'm always shouting wolf joking all the while I fall tell the world I talk the bull How dare they not believe my words show I'm worthless and desert ridicule pain and make it worse call me mad as truth they search The truth was silenced the whole time as was I whilst labelled out my mind the truth I tell shows friends unkind as all tell me help I must find Ignorance phenomenal I suffered and lost it all I was treated horrible now I'm judged illogical They don't believe a word I say they don't believe this adds to pain and I tell friends to go away the world believes I'm acting strange This is my reality an unknown actuality viewed as my insanity though it all happened to me So I walk on alone understood and not upset losing everyone I've known knowing their an idiot