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For those I have loved and lost—
your chairs may be empty, but your places in my heart remain forever filled.

Premiere Contest WinnerThe Enemy at My Table

My worst enemy has four worn feet,
a wooden back, a vacant stare;
it waits across from where I eat;
my oldest foe, the empty chair.

It does not shout or bare a blade;
its weapon is a vacant space.
It lets the happiest plans be made,
then wears a missing, cherished face.

It ambushes each holiday
and waits where laughter should have grown;
one glance can steal the room away
and remind me I am all alone.

It keeps the missing gathered there;
the dead, departed, those who fled;
what enemy could better wear
the living faces of the dead?

I hate it for the way it knows
which tender memory to employ;
it turns the smallest griefs to ghosts
and slips them underneath my joy.

I hate the victories it claims;
how birthdays bend beneath its weight;
how it can resurrect old names
and make the present sit and wait.

I’ve pushed it hard against the wall,
then filled the room with noise and cheer;
yet it can silence one and all
by simply being empty here.

No other foe has fought so well
without a fist, a voice, or breath;
it makes one absence rise and swell
until it fills the room with death.

For years, I gave that chair command
and let it choose which joys could stay;
it ruled my heart with unseen hands
and drove the living hours away.

Until I saw, with sudden dread,
the cruelest victory it won:
while mourning all the gone and dead,
I had become another one.

My enemy was not who left,
not every promise stripped and bare;
it was the way I stood bereft
and surrendered living to that chair.

So now I pull it near my side
and take the place that grief once claimed;
the chair remains, but I decide
whose living presence will be named.

Some absences still linger there;
some losses never disappear.
But I have faced the empty chair,
and filled its greatest void: I’m here.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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MITRA Avatar
September 8, 2026 at 10:49 PM
Jennifer, jocund and judicious poet! What a 'darksome, dolorous' little triumph this is! Thy “The Enemy at My Table” takes the humblest of objects—the empty chair—and makes it a vessel for absence, memory, and grief, until that vacancy seems almost to breathe. 🤔 I was especially taken by how the chair gathers the dead, the departed, and the unfledged joys of the living—only for thy finest turn to arrive: 'the real enemy was not the chair, nor those who left, but surrendering the living hour to their absence.' 🙌 And that closing—“I’m here”—so wonderfully quiet, yet victorious. 🔥 Jubilant congratulations, Jennifer! Thy quill hath made absence sit down, only to teach the living how to remain. ✨
Young Avatar
September 1, 2026 at 11:45 AM
These lines: So now I pull it near my side and take the place that grief once claimed; the chair remains, but I decide whose living presence will be named. Some absences still linger there; some losses never disappear. But I have faced the empty chair, and filled its greatest void: I’m here. ...are my favorite ones. They remind me so much of my own grief and the sadness I've experienced with family members. Congrats on a beautiful, winning poem!💕
Radice Avatar
August 31, 2026 at 1:17 PM
Another superb write Jennifer. Congratulations on your win in Margarita’s contest. Cheers - Gary
Kendrick Avatar
August 31, 2026 at 10:29 AM
I can understand the grief to a certain extent, but I can never know exactly what each individual person in grief does feel, Jennifer. You have written a wonderful telling work in this one and it touch my heart since my husband died 10 months ago, I am facing our wedding anniversary, which is the first one since his death, when it passes, I will have gone through all the holidays, etc. except the anniversary of his death. At times my heart aches, but it is getting better. 👏✍️. Enjoyed..Sara K.
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August 28, 2026 at 7:58 PM
Congratulations, Jennifer! From the opening sentence to the final revelation - a perfect poignant entry! It is flawless on all poetic criteria. It tells the story, figures of speech eloquently support its substance and it flows in a smooth rhythmic pace! Thank you. M
Wallace Avatar
August 29, 2026 at 5:55 PM
Thank you so much! I truly feel honored and appreciate your support and kind words!!
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