The Endless Night: a Healthcare Workers Experience With Covid

In the middle of this Endless Night
I wake up to wonder, "am I still Alive?"
Even though I got better, Im so Dead inside 
Overnight they count 5 more 
Of my Dear friends that Died

As I struggle to find peace 
Turning in place, never finding sleep
I make sure that you're still breathing
And I can't help but weep
I'm not sure how much more I can take
My heart is so broken, tears roll down my face

Some say the universe is "balancing out"
I feel no balance in this saddness,
I want to grab them and shout, "Life is not fair, Bring back my Friends!"
They still had so much more to offer this world 
This is not how they deserved it to End

They all perish at once at the end of a Season
All because the Selfish would not listen to Reason
They once had a chance to get better, to go Home, to say Goodbye
They worked so tirelessly, Only to Die?
Struggling to breath, unable to speak to those they Love 
The only One who knows why
Is God above
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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