The Ending Yet Not

The time has came to an end, My heart is beating fast, I want to embrace you, For ever you shall be mine. Why is love so hard? My tears fall and fall, Memories will remain in my mind, I don't like this ending, I wanted happy ending. All I wanted is a small house, With a happy family, I wanted to be what I didn't, See with my parents. God why is he fading off, He is everything I got! I searched hard, To find the one I want. I feel rushed to obtain my mind, The words just keep on, Coming in rush, As if you are leaving, At this moment and on, I want to talk to my best friend, To look in your eyes is hard, My emotions run, My tears cant stop! To say goodbye is hard, To have no one to turn to, When I am happy and sad, When you are alone, I want to be by your side, Every where you go, I want to be there with, My heart has the deepest cut, I want you to be close to me, Like we were before, I feel angry with God!! Why are you leaving me? This isn't the vision I had in mind, Best friends and lovers forever apart, I wanted you to be the one, To hold my hand and get married.