The demon in me emerges

I’m still searching the clouds trying to find my head The one that’s damaged, the one that’s dead I lost it all on one special day “Can’t you see that I’m hurting?” I tried to say But you never did listen As you watched my eyes glisten With tears that will be shed In my special place So I’ll play your role, wipe them from my face By myself I will fight these growing urges Until the demon inside of me re-emerges