The Day Begins

scared to wake up everyday you the ones like me know who i am speaking of the morning begins with a rude slap from the alarm buzzer work calls for some like me and although the morning may start out sunny and bright it may turn a murderous black and flit from shades of grey off and on for hours ... this murderous black unpredictable in nature can when provoked spill out into murderous rage - splattering innocent bystanders with rains of the past so scared to wake up everyday you the ones like me know of whom i am speaking to and i have no answers no solutions except to learn to feel compassion for yourself expand it outwards even outwards more and by consistency perhaps one day rainbows will come out to play.