The Boy I Left Behind

I've been thinking of a boy I used to know.
Seems like only yesterday,
Was it so very long ago?
We parted ways,
I don't know when,
I'd like to find that boy again.
Would he approve if he could see
The man that he grew up to be?

So many years have come and gone since then,
And time takes a heavy toll.
Forever young will he remain
While I have grown so old,
And memories begin to dim
Of places I might look for him.
How much that world I knew has changed.
Or has it just been rearranged?

I've been wondering what would happen should I find
Somewhere, tucked away,
The boy I left behind.
What would he say?
Would he like me, or despise me?
Would he even recognize me?
Was that his voice whispering in my head?
"I'm not the one who changed," it said.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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Mccann Avatar
September 28, 2022 at 11:51 PM
Such a lovely, sweet poem. I got so interested in the child's view, I wrote a whole book about it. Which only I read. But it has been a wonderful experience. Elizabeth
Mccann Avatar
September 30, 2022 at 10:26 PM
I should have added that I've been putting excerpts on the short story section in case you are interested in the child's eye view. It's called "Marguerite." Elizabeth
Slaughter Avatar
September 29, 2022 at 9:33 AM
Good for you, Elizabeth, and thank you.
Bauer Avatar
September 28, 2022 at 3:57 PM
this is beautifully poignant, jim! i particularly love the lines "would he like me, or despise me? would he even recognize me?" i guess we can all wonder about how our childhood selves would view us now, but most of us wouldn't even have had that thought. glad you did!
Slaughter Avatar
September 29, 2022 at 9:32 AM
Thank you, Ilene. It took me a long time to work up the courage to write this. I'm still not quite sure if I have enough to know the answer to that question.
Forbes Avatar
September 28, 2022 at 11:19 AM
A chill over my entire body as if touched by a crisp wind... thank you for the journey!
Slaughter Avatar
September 28, 2022 at 11:23 AM
Thank you, Becky.
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