The Blank Page

I have a blank page Though nothing to write So many things going through my head I cant unscramble them All the lines are blurred One thought melting into another Pushing all the bad feelings down Because i don't want to feel I just want to live in the moment And enjoy it while it lasts However long that will be No one knows for sure Still nothing comes to mind To write on this blank page Though I have a million Thoughts racing Trying to win But they never will Because I keep pushing them down So I don't feel Because if I don't feel It's not real So i sit here And stare at this blank page Endlessly Because nothing comes to mind So i sit here and wait and stare And it sits there Taunting me