The Anchor and Contaminator

You're the anchor of my mental health contaminating the sea I'm in a place where ecosystems fail there is no life, my skin's rusting you don't believe my boat can sail instead a rust as rot seeps in for now untraveled and still new a prisoner to shallow thinking and there is no changing you wanting me stuck slowly sinking I'm will explore the oceans blue away from you, your lies and drinking I see you a contaminator goodbye mother, I'll see you later