That living life

Got a life from God according to his plan, But to born as a human was not of my plan, Otherwise it would have been something today.. Still don't know what exactly life means, Living, spending days, eating all around, But till unsuccessful to know what life exactly means.. Living like an animal though a human, Such thinkings come on my mind, As when I see some becoming world talented, other big officers and all those.. And I still have nothing though doing efforts!! Also think that this phase comes into everyone, Just they wait and do hard works and achieve. But I am not that kinda guy, thinking arise I also do why I only face that, am I the only one?? But living life is such a wonderful thing Those who got lives are the luckiest ones. And specially those who are physically able, Just need to work hard and achieve dreams, But it's not simple for everyone. Some do less hardwork but big achievement, Few do much hardwork but little achievement, Why, Why , Why Thus why my mind stuck in confusion, All like me may think like that, When they face this period... But I am on argument, why only me.. Sometimes it true either, every single guy achieve, remaining me one.. That why sometimes living life becomes boring, Stucking all time , and looking others grand movement.. It's not a jealous, But wanna apply like them in mine Sometimes my mind feels awkward Thinking about that strange life!!