That Girl

There's this girl
She was always smiling
She looked as if she was the happiest person in the  world 
But who knew inside she was crying 
She couldn't stop herself from cutting 
There were many scars on her arms
She would always put herself through harm
There's this girl
She was always smiling
She looked as if she was the happiest person in the  world 
But who knew inside she was crying 
She was suffering 
She couldn't find anyone for comfort 
She would always wonder
Why do people treat me so bad?
Why am i always alone?
Why am i not good enough for them?
Do I look so bad?
Why am I unknown?
Am I a one, out of ten?
She is insecure 
There's this girl
She was always smiling
She looked as if she was the happiest Person in the  world 
But who knew inside she was crying 
She was lying
As soon as she woke up in the morning 
She wears a mask of a face that is smiling Telling everyone that she is happy
But the truth was she felt depressed 
She wants to tell someone about this so badly 
But sadly
She couldn't tell nor confess
She was afraid if others would be unimpressed 
There's this girl
She was always smiling
She looked as if she was the happiest person in the  world 
But who knew inside she was crying 
A phone call was heard this morning 
Telling that she passed away by suiciding 
Who knew little by little things could have gotten worse 
That something like this would ever occurr
People knew what was happening 
But they only put a blind eye to it
And now it hits them
That it's too late to help her survive 
Cause now, she's not even alive
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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February 26, 2016 at 5:52 PM
Nuralia Najwa, Enjoyed the way you expressed every line. Please keep writing, hope to see a new one from you again. LOVE LINDA
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February 3, 2016 at 9:35 AM
Deep write, Nutalia, Welcome to Poetry Soup. It will be a delight to read and become familiar with your poems in the future. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT"
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