Thanks For Teaching Me How To Love

I wish I met you in a past life So I knew how to act right now But soon this will be my past life I’ll be smart from this experience for the next one If I ever jump out of this hell hole I hope I won’t be the devil, trying to hurt all A broken record will still look and sound bad even with a nice song The faith once put in you is now all for God Maybe he will heal something you broke Maybe he will send an angel my way and she will be the last One who will make forgiving and forgetting about you not a must Because she will be beautiful both in her deeds and frame to make you think of what was They say it’s therapeutic to write But they never tell you nothing good comes out from being good to the wrong one right Thought being good would make every wrong right Maybe it’s part of God’s plan so why fight But it still hurts so bad and I won’t lie And although it hurts me so, I won’t give up Because you made me believe in angels I actually appreciate the fact that I feel this way right now I know that I’m alive.. So at least when I face my next life I know that in this one I lived. How strong you must be to be you I look back and acknowledge all that you were in those moments I look back and I think: wow, I admire you Sometimes I wander how you feel And how you must have felt back then I can sit and pour out my heart through my pen But what you and I had I know will never be again So in the end, I guess I must move forth.. Guided not only by prayer, but also by the memories and lessons I’ve accrued My vision clear I choose my path, Love and trust in God, I am forever strong, And open to the new beginning that is meant to shine for me.. Thanks for teaching me how to love.