Terrorized For Life

In my room playing with a friend
Thinking life was great
Not knowing,
 in a split second 
It was going to degenerate.

The door flung open
Hard and fast 
With what I saw next
I was aghast.

A rifle planted,
 firm on my forehead
Frozen in terror,
Was this my error?
Given 60 seconds to run
Whilst looking at a gun
I didn’t stop, for anyone.

Ran for help as fast
As I could,
Running through 
My neighborhood.

I awake with this memory
EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE,
I just soldier on
And stay out of strife.

I relive it like it was yesterday,
But now I pray. 
I can forgive
But never forget
I must move on,
And not live a life 
Of regret.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Lindley Avatar
October 15, 2019 at 10:15 AM
Congratulations on your placement in this contest my friend....
Mcintosh Avatar
October 15, 2019 at 3:32 AM
BLessings and Congrats, Gina
Sands Avatar
October 14, 2019 at 12:53 PM
Omg Janelle. I know what trauma is like and this type of memory stays with you. I understand. You have a positive, strong ending to the poem. Congratulations for your win. Well expressed :)
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October 14, 2019 at 12:45 PM
Congratulations on your placement in the contest..
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