Tearing Apart

Torn from the thoughts of yesterday Torn from everything i thought I loved Torn from a love that I thought was true Sealed shut with lonely, scattered, depressed fears Sewed up with the needles and threads Made up of confusion, hunger, lost, and pain Scared of new love and thoughts Moving rapidly into my path of nothingness I want to feel again I want to feel real love I want to feel the closeness That's the hunger of my heart But who am I to expect this From someone whose heart's been harmed I feel the sadness that lurks there You remind me everyday The more I ask of you Is not my place But I will hold on No matter how badly the stones of sadness hit I will resist No matter how shattered my heart gets I will wait For you to let me in Love you with the fullness of my heart And I will not hate