Teachings

Epilepsy is something I never had And for that I will always be glad. I've been shot, fell off a cliff and even been in a house fire But the day I had a fit is my least desire. It was something I could never fully explain It's left it's mark within my brain. The Dr's didn't know where to point the blame I feel for anyone who goes through the same. I honestly think mine was for a reason I seem to change with every new season. I think I was fighting on the wrong side I needed the kick I refused to abide. Life has a habit of clinging to me Suicide? I climbed back up the tree. The last thing I had just me and my drink Now I can't keep it down, it's down the sink