Talk To Me Now

Mom,talk to me now,from heaven above. Talk to me now,with words of love. I wasn't there,to tell you goodbye. Just to think about it,makes me cry. I miss our visits,our calls, and your loving touch. I cry for you now,and miss you, ever so much. I always wanted to be an angel,in your eyes. Instead, I felt like a devil in disguise. I tried so hard,to measure up. But,always cowered,like a little pup. I have these feelings,so deep inside. From them,I can, no longer hide. I need to know,how much you love me. I need you,to ease my mind, and set me free. Will you be there,on the stairway to heaven? To welcome me home,and to forgive me,for giving up Kevin. I'll know when I get there, and look in your eyes. I'll know for sure,that love, really never dies.