Taken Away From Me

I love you alot but i have to let go,
It hurts me but ill learn to out grow,
I cant stay your emotionally taking me away,
Therez no more chances it ends today,
Im tired of you leaving me astray,
Ive gained will power i have a voice,
My decision is made theres no other choice,
Get clean and maybe one day well rejoice,
But your stuck dude you cant resist,
Always headed to the dealer the local pharmasist,
Your soul left ur vacade you no longer exist,
Gone through jobs i cant take it im finished,
You were my everything i watched you diminished,
My love is floating away like the last leaf in fall,
Im done begging you cannot play with me like your doll,
I am leaving with my pride im standing tall,
Your no good for me dude im puting up a wall,
Im done with you this is for my own good,
I need to leave get out this neiborhood,
If this is a team why am i always left alone,
I still wear your shirts because i can smell ur cologne,
This isnt going to be easy but its what i have to do,
To get away from drugs i must dismiss you,
I dont see nothing left to hold on to,
I thought you were the one,
But in reality you were just fun, 
All you ever did was tare me apart,
Leaving me with only a broken heart,
I feel so ugly now i dont want to live,
I gave you my all theres nothing left to give,
Im sorry but im not going with you off the cliff,
You proved me right loves nothing more than a myth,
The only entering my heart is through a locksmith,
It all hurts so much i cant reminise,
The past is behind me you cant fix it with a kiss,
You pick up the pipe pushes further away,
Till im left looking stupid todays the day,
At one point i had it all it seemed,
Than you met dope and it all went downstream,
You put me down giving me low selfesteem,
The happy part was only a dream,
Than i woke up and drugs intervened,
It took over you made you phened,
You tried to hide didnt think i seen,
You were falling apart with every hit you took,
Your lies and thieving made you a crook,
I watch your heart grow cold,
You got hard to be around it was so dificult,
It was like your brain got reassymbaled,
It bacame your daily ritual,
You say you have controll boy thats denile,
I dont remember the last time you made me smile,
You got a mind of a young juvinile,
You dont care bout my well being your a child,
I love you so much,
But im sorry this time its not enough,
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017


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Date: 7/20/2017 5:45:00 AM
An excellent poem, written very honestly and well..
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Date: 7/19/2017 9:22:00 AM
Brilliant well expressed and well said poem! You have shown your strength here for sure. It is up to addicts to get help as others cannot fix them and no-one deserves to be victimized by them. God bless you. Great poem!!!!
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