Take Me All the Way

For too long I kept my eyes from seeing the clues
	Too many signs left unseen
	Though you never gave up on me
	You made things plain to see
	I tried to wipe the clues clean
And used every excuse and diversion in my ruse

For too long I ran from the signs and accompanying guilt
	I turned from your proffered path
	Though you never gave up on me
	You made things plain to see
	Usually I chose my self-inflicted wrath
And I collected enough self-doubt and loathing to make a quilt

For too long I ignored your help and turned the other cheek
	I blamed you for all ills and pitfalls
	I cursed you more than I can say
	I spat at you and swore your name everyday
	Even while thanking you for little windfalls
When in reality without you I was mild timid and meek

For too long I neglected you and ignored you and took you to task
	Have I burned the bridge is it too late
	May I beg for forgiveness and save face
	May I earn your favor and your good grace
	Is it too late to for you to steer me to my fate
Yet now I come to you hoping you’ll lead the way so I humbly ask
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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February 5, 2010 at 2:47 AM
Nice show of humility
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